Do you want to stop living on auto pilot?
Midlife can seem to be an endless loop of the same shit, different day (or SSDD if you are into acronyms).
Wake up, drink the coffee, get dressed and trudge through the day, fighting a growing sense of discontent and ignoring the mental alarm screaming about being stuck.
It Is Easy To Rely On Auto Pilot
Auto pilot is defined as: acting or functioning without conscious thought, as a result of routine or habit. This word was created by shortening the term automatic pilot.
Maybe you can relate to the advantages of living on auto pilot. By midlife, many of us have settled into routines that define our day. Some are helpful, like exercise, food choices and satisfying hobbies. But we also have habits that keep us locked in a circular cycle of boredom, and when that happens, we can get antsy.
Ants In Your Pants vs Living On Auto Pilot
And for many midlife women, when we start to feel a sense of unhappiness, we ignore our feelings and lean into our auto pilot life. If we just keep moving, we won’t have to worry about our growing sense of frustration, midlife anxiety or fear. These three emotions are often at the core of our choice to live automatically.
Auto pilot serves that part of us that relies on automatic actions. Like the part of our brain that keeps us breathing, midlife auto pilot keeps us functioning in the daily life that we have built, even if we are unhappy or feel anxiety about it.
Sometimes Auto Pilot Is Helpful
We Do Routine Things Without Thinking
No one is going to argue against the benefit of routines. There is a tremendous amount of research that supports the idea that routines free up mental energy and can help us achieve goals. Doing certain things without thinking can be purposeful. Most moms can wipe a nose, make a school lunch and get a kid to the bus stop without even opening her eyes!
For older moms, caregiving was like a daily workout routine designed to develop muscles. All the reps and heavy lifting creates a well-toned machine that can rely on “muscle memory” when needed. That is why grandparents are so good at stepping into an overwhelmed household and creating order.
When Living On Auto Pilot Is Damaging
But living on auto pilot can have a dark side. When we hide ourselves away in routines and unconscious actions, it is very possible that we are hiding from our deepest feelings.
Simple signs that you are living on Auto Pilot:
- You do things without thinking
- You find yourself wasting time
- You have an overcommitted schedule
- You struggle to remember what you did during the day
Are You Using Auto Pilot To Manage Your Anxiety?
Let’s be honest, shall we? Most of us have some type of anxious behavior. Our human brains are designed to keep us safe. At times, creating safety can look like constant circles of worrying thoughts and unresolved issues. As frustrating as it can feel, our brain is trying to help us stay secure and help us avoid danger.
Why Is Auto Pilot Anxiety A Problem?
The problem arises when we allow our brain to run our life on auto pilot to avoid experiencing our negative emotions. Yes, we get shit done, but we silence our sadness, our curiosity, and our longings for something new.
Auto pilot can keep us separated from knowing our soul.Melane Ann, Midlife Is Magical
How To Stop Living On Auto Pilot
So, now we know that auto pilot can help us, and potentially hurt us. If we practice it as a method to avoid negative feelings, it can be damaging. Try the following ideas to help you break the auto pilot drone mode and bring yourself into the moment.
Begin a routine of self-reflection: This does not have to be complicated or super woo-woo! Take some time as you start your day and identify your feelings. Briefly note your feelings in an app or in a journal.
It could look something like this: I feel neglected. Great! You now have some information about your emotions that will help you decide your next step to solve that feeling.
Maybe you feel neglected in your marriage. Maybe you feel like you are neglecting your own moments of joy or happiness. But most importantly, you respected yourself enough to slow down and let your soul speak. Excellent work!
Stop Living On Auto Pilot And Begin To Manage Anxiety
Consider when you use auto pilot to manage your anxiety: For example, you have a sense of dread around hosting an upcoming family event. Maybe your adult kids show up with bad behavior and shocking rudeness.
Don’t Be A Robot By Using Auto Pilot
The day of the event, you are like a robot in the kitchen, cooking, serving, and cleaning up afterwards. Your choice to be on auto pilot helps you to avoid confronting your negative emotions around the uncomfortable behavior.
Auto pilot can help avoid confrontation with family during the event, but our goal is to break the cycle of using emotional disconnection to deny our feelings. We need to plan a time to have the difficult conversation about rude behavior.
The Three Words That Stop Auto Pilot
Now that we have a basic awareness of auto pilot and how it can become a place to hide from our anxiety, try this phrase to bring yourself into the present.
Be Here Now
When you catch yourself disconnecting from your day, speak this softly out loud. Stating the phrase, be here now breaks the isolating bubble of auto pilot. Reminding yourself to pause and feel this very moment is the first step to self-awareness.
Living On Auto Pilot Can Be A Coping Mechanism
As we know, living on auto pilot can be a coping mechanism to avoid difficult things. Focusing your attention and energy on the “here and now” helps connect you to your daily emotions and experiences. Life can be very challenging, and many of us have been relying on auto pilot to avoid negative emotions and manage our anxiety.
Living With Intent Vs Living On Auto Pilot
When we choose to live intentionally in the “here and now’ we are actively creating our life with awareness. Living on auto pilot can result in us outsourcing our decisions to escape anxiety that can arise from conflict or concerns.
Living on auto pilot can be helpful when we are moving through our daily routines. When we use our “muscle memory” we can conserve our energy for more demanding activities that need our full attention. It is important to remember though, that at times, we rely on auto pilot to manage our anxiety.
When we find ourselves using auto pilot as a way to disconnect or protect from our negative emotions, its vital to turn our focus to the present moment. Using the phrase “Be Here Now” can be a helpful, instructive reminder to stop living on auto pilot and move toward a more fulfilling meaningful life.